Kerja, Kerja, Kerja..... Farewell, Farewell, Farewell....

Hu hu hu hu most of the old guards at this office are going out either being transferred or on voluntary basis.... I feel quite sad to see them go, ye lah dah lama working with them.... dah understand their rentak in going about their business..... will miss them so much, not to see them at the table when we have our monthly management meetings and the various taskforces set-up by the Senior Director when there's a need for the setting up of the taskforce.... I will especially miss the dry wits of one of the Deputy Directors in combatting any digs at the issues being discussed at the meetings.

Another Deputy Director that I will miss is ... for his colourful batik shirts every Thursday and his blur, blur expression when something just doesn't go the way he plans or thinks.....the standard answer would be..."eh ye ke, I tak tau pun, ingat okay boleh buat..." hahahahahaha. That's one of his many idiosyncrasies that will remain, arched in my memories, particularly his huge smile (grinning from ear to ear, is more like it) and sunny disposition...... yup I'll miss that..... the jokes and laughter when the goings get tough, to ensure that everything goes according to plans for all major events held at the office....

But whatever it is, that is part of the cycle of life, people will eventually move on, and I wish them all the best in their new workplace and hopefully the friendship that have been forged in this office will last forever. Amen...

Me... I too would like to move on from this place..... to try new things and to learn new things... I don't want to feel jaded with my life...... frankly, I don't want to retire here! If possible I want accumulate as much knowledge as I can.... not just from books (theorectically) but also those gained from experiences, and personally I think, to do that I need venture into the unknown.... Yes, maybe even going to live in another country! .....but I'm still too chicken to take that step.... InsyaAllah one day, who knows, I may get my wish......hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

To Sonata, alhamdullilah demam dah kebah, but not after makan ubat bergantang - gantang and visiting the doctor twice, siap kena buat x - ray lagi, hu hu hu hu, sebab the doctor is afraid that something might be wrong with my lungs. Tapi alhamdullilah dah ok.... nothing serious... demam dah baik tapi on the workfront dah mula busy..... today pun busy, preparing for tomorrow's event - public lecture by Rev. Jesse Louis Jackson Sr.

Demam lagi......

Demam or demam bila la hang nak pi balik rumah hang ni? Penat dah la weh makan ubat bergantang-gantang tapi masih tak jugak nak baik-baik... tolong la weh.....class pun dah masuk gear ni, if masih duk macam ni, macam mana nak jalankan kerja ni...... hu hu hu hu hu hu

Jangan semput dah la lepas ni, aku tak nak makan pil ventolin lagi, nanti heartbeat pun laju semacam aje...and rasa berdebar-debar sepanjang masa.....tak suka tak suka tak suka.....

Time time macam ni la terasa nak manja-manja tapi apa kan daya tak ada yang sudi nak manjakan..... kah kah kah kah kah kah hahahahahahahaha.......

Hujung minggu ni semua nak balik kampung, makcik kat kampung nak buat tahlil untuk arwah mak....hu hu hu hu badan duk macam ni rasa tak larat la pulak nak join dia orang balik......hu hu hu hu...... ekonomi pun tak mengizinkan untuk ambik flight balik kampung sebab dah banyak perabih duit bulan ni... hu hu hu hu......

They are In Town

Hai the start of the busy time for me, the new batch of PTD officers are in town for the next four months, meaning I have to clock in way before my clock in time of 8.30 a.m. Hu hu hu hu.... 'cos their class starts at 8.00 a.m.

Tapi kan kan I tak faham la dengan setengah - tengah orang kat sini, tuan empunya badan tak rasa pun that it's going to be a problem coming in earlier then usual to the office. Pelik betul la depa ni even though my official clock-in time is 8.30, if my responsibility is to be in at the office before 8.00, then I will try my darnest to be in before masa tu la... apa susah.... heh pelik betul la aku dengan orang-orang kat sini.... sejak aku masuk kat sini aku tak pernah sampai lewat selepas dari pukul 8.00 pun, unless under dire circumstances.... sabar aje lah dengan mulut-mulut yang suka pot-pet pot-pet tu. If aku kena drag on the carpet for my tardiness by the Senior Director or the Execuitve Chairman or my immediate boss, the Director of Language, aku yang kena face the music not them.... so ape la dia orang nak kepoh sangat pasal benda ni.....tak tau la aku....sabar and terus sabar.....

To Reenaz, hari tu feeling down sangat and dah la hujan pulak tu, lagi la buat mood down tapi minggu ni dah okay...hei hei hei hei.... balik la Malaysia if ada peluang, nanti boleh kita sama-sama main hujan... nak tak? hei hei hei.......

Hala Tuju

Mana jati diri ku and manakah hala tuju hidup ku ini? Entah aku tak tahu apa ayng aku sendiri kehendaki sekarang.....

Aku rasa begitu terasing sekali! Ku renung diri ku sendiri and ku berfikir sendirian kenapa aku jadi begini. Kenapa aku biarkan diri ini jadi macam ni....

Hujan lebat yang mencurah turun diluar seolah - olah membayangi fikiran ku yang berserabut
ini.

Friendships

Friends...... What are they? and what can be constituted as friendship that could last through the test of times..... This past few weeks I have been thinking a lot about what the term means and in the process did some very deep soul searching..... It makes me wonder whether I would make a good friend to someone or will I fly through life shacking up with people I met at that particular moment in time and moving on without making any deep enduring friendship from that ties, or is it just me who doesn't know how to keep the friendship going through the distance and time that separate us. I still have no answer to that....

But I wish to thank those people who have fly into my life all these years, some of which I do still keep in contact with, even though not as frequently as I like, and those whom I have lost touch with but still have fond memories of..... I wish all of them, all the best in their lives and are happy and contented doing what they are supposed to be doing with their lives now. Not the least, a happy and enduring lives with their loved ones. Good Health to everyone.....

Lastly, I pray to Allah the All Mighty to make me content with the lot that He has bestowed on me and not to yearn for things that are not meant for me. Amin.....