Kepenatan

A working weekend it seems, for me. Am of to Lumut, Perak to act as one of the facillitator of an English Language Camp the office is conducting for our support staff.
Heeeeeeeeeeem, to think of the long journey and the balancing act that needs to be carried out to ensure that everything goes smoothly as planned is soooooooooo tiring.
Bertambah-tambah rasa penatnya, compounded by the fact that I'm not too keen on going for this language camp thingy. Malas, and the malas is in caps mind you.......
Hah malas ke tak, still kena pegi, sebab boss pun ikut sama and she is so0000 into this language camp.
Personally, I think all her talks about not continuing with her contracts are just bullshit, she enjoys the money and the power that come with the territory, so why nak berenti. Alah her tiff with the top gun tu kejap aje, now pun I can see her wavering whether to go through with what she says or stay and continue to be my boss.
Hahahahaha but I think she will stay, and I will be the one going out from this place probably.....

Kebosanan

Black Monday, not ready black la more of a blue black Monday, first day of the week, come to work with the full intention of getting some of the work that has been accumulating out of the way and as usual, things do not go the way I plan. Boringnya....

Hopefully by the next half of the day would bring some semblance of an order to the day and I would make some progress into the mountain of work piling up on my desk. Hahahahaha you wish! Knowing you, by the end of the day the pile of files would only be shifted fom one corner of your desk to the other end, and nothing else gets done...

.......And as usual you resolve to attack it with gusto on the next day or if need be bring some of the work home.... Hah same old promises that are never kept..... Bila la aku nak berubah ni.... hari dah makin senja patutnya dah 70% siap tapi.... hem entah la...kejap lagi ade meeting pulak...nowadays tak habis-habis meeting, tapi kerja duk takuk tu jugak... ok, ok timeout dulu, better go get myself a bite, perut pun dah berlagu....

Saja-saja

Ha ha ha ha memblog la nampak aku sekarang ni. Let see how long it will last. Dua hari tiga hari or the rest of my life.... We shall see................

The past two days, quite traumatic for me and also make me take a longer look at myself. Terasa diri ni tersangat la kerdilnya....and terlalu asing bila aku comparekan myself to my sisters and brothers. Kecil teramat sangat. Ya Allah bagi lah aku kekuatan dan kesabaran untuk menghadapi apa jua yang akan aku tempohi dalam dunia ini sebelum aku di panggil untuk mengadap mu. Make me wonder whether I am seen as a selfish person in the eyes of others.......

blogging apa itu?

My first try at blogging and my first post, hope I can maintain this momentum. Hahahaha

I wonder! biasa la aku bila dapt something new bukan main lagi berazamnya nak keep at it, but as usual it fizzles out before anything comes out of it. As my mum would say hangat-hangat tahi ayam dalam semua hal.